Shawn's Sketch Blog

I said I would be posting soon…yea, that didn’t happen.  Sometimes life gets in the way.  If I had it my way, I’d be pumping out blog post after blog post.  Actually, that’s a lie too.  I would be drawing and programming my ass off, getting things done for my portfolio.  Hell I’ve got at least 10 blog posts that are anywhere from 50 to 90 percent finished.  I just can’t find the motivation to finish them.  Sometimes personal life just sucks up that motivation and takes a shit on you.  It’s internal, possibly more powerful than the external factors I face.  I know this is nothing compared to some of the situations people are in, but regardless I feel this way.  It feels weird to bitch about my life on my blog.  Funny, I used to know that no one read my blog and it kinda became my spot for ranting and getting my feelings out.  Now it’s totally different.  I’m going to stop bitching now.  I apologize.

I’ve been MIA lately on the blog.  It’s not that I haven’t been writing, it’s just I’ve been preoccupied.  Things have been a little on the rough side lately.  Personal Life, work, outside projects, nothing has been going well.  I guess you could say I’m in a slump.  On the bright side, I do have a bunch of posts building up.  Lately my posts have been longer, more in depth, and essentially more worth reading. (at least it seems)  

I used to love just spraying text onto the page.  A free-form thinking, the Freudian way.  Sometimes it’s good, I feel emotional posts need to be written that way, but IDK lately I’ve just needed a break.  I’m going to be posting some things here soon.  And hopefully it will be before too long.  On a bright note, I have been working out a lot!  Finally back in the gym.  My knee is giving me some trouble, but I’ve really been trying to stretch it out.  Look forward to some posts soon!